This account is going to die
I will no longer be active on this accout
I have become emotionally and spiritually exhausted. I feel as if I constantly have this cloud above my head sucking all of the happiness and Perviously blue skys have become grey… Muted. I just want to go back to where I was, back to when I was happy.
Having a depression is hell, not being medicated is hell, having to hide all of it is hell. I was raised in a very “suck it up” southern family… But I can’t shove everything down anymore, my trashcan is full. I just want to be able to let it out, to cry, to feel, to get help! I’m so fucking tired all the time… I can’t take this anymore.
Run, run faster in your circles, trapped in your room of light. Run from the shadows chasing you. Are they yours or someone else’s? Why can you hear them, why can I feel them? Burning hands on throat, wrist and ankle. Cry out, Screaming in the windowless echoing sandpaper walls and hear your shadows scream back. Pluse growing until your heart feels like it will burst.
When did you get here? When were you locked away? Where did these walls come from? Why are they shrinking? Hear the shadows scream louder as your panic grows. Curl up on the ground and beg for them to stop. Hear the nails on the wall, distorted mouths open and shouting as they look at you, begging. More more more more
Stop.
Hold your tongue, be silent, be asleep to help yourself hide. Be you tired but not weary, if weary not weak. Rest easy sweet broken bird, sleep with your broken wing and your fear to fly again. Sleep knowing that you will never fly Again, your fear too consuming. Your feet will never leave the ground again… You have fallen too much at too great of a height, you can no longer run. So, hobble, wobble and teeter-totter pitifully through the blades of grass and blackberry brambles. Hide from the cats and the dogs, the ferrets and foxes, away from man and mankind. Hide yourself and dull your feathers, quench your little voice to a whisper, comb your breath and hide.
Lay now little bird in your little safe nest of bent grass in the cold morning air, lay with your calcified bones and ravaged lungs. Lay tired and alone, sipping down dew drops in the silence of your peace and prison. Sip it down to feel less empty, sip it down to quell your thoughts, sip it down to swage the burning in your chest. Drink more to chase your peace and rest. Ask yourself before your eyes close, it is too late to heal?
READ THIS. It was posted on FB today, then someone commented on it and said their 19year old son even got one in the mail TODAY.
If you live in Sacramento read this and protect your selves as well as friends, family, and peers. Huge human trafficking area!!!
Sacramento,CA. Is the #2 hotspot for human trafficking in the United States. BOOST
Oh my god. I got a letter exactly like this in Louisville, KY. The exact same wording and everything. I threw mine out because there was no letterhead or information and I thought it was just a scam but I had no idea that it was this bad. I have no idea how they found me. Please be safe out there.
I got this letter too wtf…
I got that letter too in AZ everyone be super careful.
This is also happening in San Diego!!! I received one in the mail on friday!

I live in Kansas and got this letter a few weeks ago too. Be careful everyone.
Holy shit I live in AZ I’ve got this letter like 5 times that’s scary as hell
I GOT THIS LETTER IN THE MAIL A FEW DAYS AGO IM SHAKING RIGHT NOW

Please be careful oh my God i can’t stress enough don’t fall for fake shit like this they are very apparently suspicious but they target teens who are desperate for a job PLEASE be careful holy shit
Yeah it’s fucked up. I’ve gotten two addressed to me. Everyone please be careful
Idk if this is real or not, but since so many of my followers are female, please be careful. <3
The hell?!
This is why I never post my pictures on the Internet. Ever. I don’t even SNAPCHAT my face in case some freak gets their hands on it. Fuck men.
Living in AR and got it too.
Kind of freaking out.
dude what the fuck i got one of those too???
the terrifying thing is that i was actually going to apply because it sounded like a really good deal
(personal info aside from my first name edited out bc obviously)

also, mine has a website attached to it (my name.VectorApply.com), and when i went to the website, and after asking for my zip code this is what popped up:

which is obviously incredibly suspicious (just heads up, ANY job application you do will ask you for much, much more information than this. if all it asks you for is name, email, and phone number, it’s most likely a scam, and you need to close out of that as fast as possible tbh)
and, just as a test, i put in a fake name for the first half of the url (fuckhandsmcmike.vectorapply.com), and the same screen shows up, which… wouldn’t be correct if it only generated urls based on potential “applicants” that had received letters
i would HIGHLY recommend reporting this to the appropriate authorities if you’re able to, because this shit is shady as fuck and very, very scary.
holy fuck i was going to apply but i got sick i feel like i dodged a bullet
Jesus Christ my Husband got this letter and we were about to call I’m so glad he found this Jesus Christ this is so creepy
I’m scared; I got this letter a few days ago?? I live in TN and this is tell absolutely terrifying; everyone please stay safe!
oh my god i got this letter last week. scary shit.
Hey guys! I night be inactive for a while. I’m going through a lot of family troubles and my depression is really beating my ass at the moment. I will return to posting when I am doing better.
A beautiful interview with a woman who transitioned in 1976 shows how life for transgender people has changed over the years, although some terrible consequences remain the same.